it has been decided (or discovered), that depression isn't a chemical... whatevs. this means that your depression is caused by your situation. my advice to anyone who wants to die: get a big old car, suv or van, make a comfy bed, cozy it up a little and hit the road. you must follow the hobo ethical code while out on the road. I have found that people with anxiety love the van life because they feel safe in their cozy little cocoon. the most important part is number 1: "Decide your own life; don't let another person run or rule you." click for the complete list.